There is nothing I hate more than not being in control of my own emotions. Although leaving is something I'm sure of, I feel kind of empty and I feel like I'm going into this with a blindfold on. I don't know what to expect. I don't want to lose her. Sometimes I feel like she is my sanity walking right by me and when I need to I can grab her and laugh with her and argue with her and cry to her. No matter what she is always there but she is just a little out of my reach. She is my sanity. She is my best friend. I don't want to lose her. Again. I feel like she brings the best out I me. And I feel like a better person when she is with me. I don't want us to grow apart. I don't want our lives to change. I don't want to be confused. I don't want to lose her.
Love, my insecurities
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