Today has been pretty crappy to say the least. I yelled at my mom today. Here's why: My family like shunned my grandmas sister for all this psychotic crap that she's done that I don't know about nor do I want to know. But I just remember her always taking care of me and truly loving me. And she wants to see me and I want to see her and my mom keeps giving me reasons why I can't and I just literally snapped and talked back to my mom for the first time !
Mom: do you even know what she did? To grandma grandpa dad and me?
Me: no and I don't want to know!
Mom: so you don't care?
Me: mom it's not that I don't care. I just don't want to know because it'll ruin my image of her
Mom: and what is that image?
Me: SOMEONE THAT ACTUALLY LOVED ME SO CAN WE DROP IT?!
Mom: fine, I won't tell you
I'm having bad thoughts that I can't come to terms with. Wouldn't you like to know my bad thought
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