Last Week

Last week, I took my brother to the water park and he had a BLAST!
Last week, I went to the movies with my best friend, we climbed trees, and we had an amazing time.
Last week, I made pants and a skirt from a bed sheet.
Last week, I met a new cousin from Nigeria.
Last week, I re-connected with someone that I once called my best friend. We talked for hours in my front yard and we laughed and reminisced. We are close again.
Last week, I re-connected with someone else that I once called my best friend, and that ended in tears.
Last week, I fell out of love. My heart was ripped from my chest and I realized how little I am worth to some people.
Last week, I lost someone that was very close to my family. She lived 2 doors from my grandparents for almost 30 years. And now she is gone.( RIP Grandma)
Last week, the world lost 2 influential public figures. ( RIP Cory Monteith, RIP Talia Castellano)
Last week, I cried for hours in my room until I couldn't cry any longer.
Last week, I realized who is truly there for me when I need them.
Last week, I made a new friend.
Last week, someone unexpected told me that they might be in love with me.
Saturday, I attended a 50th wedding anniversary. That gave me hope that true love exists.
Also on Saturday, my dad and cousin got into a a car accident. Their vehicle flipped 6 times, and the police officer said it was a miracle that they walked away with a few bumps and bruises.
Yesterday, my cousin celebrated her 15th birthday.
Today, my period is 6 days late, I've thrown up once so far, I'm in pain, I'm numb, and I want to die.
Love,
This emotional roller coaster that I call life