Okay. So I woke up this morning drenched in sweat! I was panting and my heart was beating a mile a minute. I layed here for a second and just thought. What did I dream about ? Okay. Here goes:
My best friend, Carissa and I were walking down this main road. But it didn't look like our town, it was very urban. We looked the same age that we are now, so it couldn't have been that far into the future. There was no sound. Only semi-slow motion movement. Carissa kept holding my arm as if she were steadying me or protecting me. It was kind of weird. When we got to the beach, we found the perfect spot and took of our cover-ups to reveal our bathing suits. Carissa's body was perfect as usual but when I looked down I looked so fat! But just in my stomach. It was odd. She looked down and rubbed my belly and smiled, then I started to say something and looked down and also put my Hand on my belly. Then I put one over my belly and one under. That's when I knew. How could I be pregnant!! I'm 16. I'm on the pill! I've never even had a boyfriend! What was going on! I looked about 4 months pregnant! So we started laughing and I started tearing up like the loser I am. Then Carissa smacked me and we raced to the water. Yes pregnant me raced to the water. Stupid. Okay so fast forward to later on. Carissa answered the phone and I could make out the words "doctor". I looked worried. So she grabbed her keys and walked out the door and i followed her out. She made another call before we got to the car. She started speeding to the hospital. When we finally arrived I kissed some guy! He was tall and he had curly hair and a lighter complexion. When we were done Carissa gave him a big hug and we walked to the doctors office. When we got there we shook hands with the doctor and sat. He shuffled some papers and looked at each of us with a look of disbelieve with a twinge of curiosity in his eye. When he started talking, the boy was arguing with him as if there was a mistake. He got angrier and angrier and he got up and punched he wall! I got up to comfort him and I went over to the doctor and pointed at my purity ring. I screamed "But I'm a virgin!" The doctor put his hands up symbolizing he was giving up. And he walked out of the room. I sat in the chair and cried. And the boy was in the corner. Covering his face with his hands. Carissa sat with her jaw almost to the floor. Once she recovered, she got up and put her arms around me. As I continued to cry, I looked up at carissa and screamed "why!?" And then I woke up. That was a crazy dream! And I am still freaking out. What did it mean!?
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